I’m Going to Spend The Time With You

I watched Moulin Rouge a few weeks ago. I was sick one Sunday and decided to watch it since I was the only one home at the apartment. It was somewhat entertaining and I had forgotten a lot. I really like music and the storyline is actually kind of lame. I am not into the whole idea that this guy falls in love with the Diamond so quickly. It was still entertaining though. I have been the kind of person who has to get to know someone before I fall for them. That is probably why I am not dating a lot like others are.
          Anyways I was also thinking about the Katy Perry music video The One That Got Away. And if you have not seen the video, please watch it before going on. (There is a link to the video at the bottom of this post.) Now I am not saying the lyrics are the best, or that the song is my favorite. Katy Perry looks really great as an old person though. Anyway, it really has got me thinking lately. Mostly about life and how unfair it is.

          I may not have had anything similar happen to me like what happens in both those films. I never thought about how much you could love someone. Life and death have always been interesting to me. I am sad at funerals because of the obvious, but I don’t get overly upset because I know I will see that person again. One thing that I cannot fathom is losing someone to the point of never being able to see them again. I hold my relationships pretty high on my importance list. I have friends that I made in California that might not even remember my name; I hold our relationship very high also. Then I think about a relationship where I would love someone so much that is it is bothersome to be away from that person. What would happen to me if that person were to go away? What if they were to die or vanish from my life entirely? I do not believe I could function properly. Some things in this life are far more important than the small things before us. Something I want my friends, family, lovers, acquaintances or whoever you are out there to know is how much I love and appreciate all of you. You do not realize what you have until you do not have it anymore. I do not want to think about that with anyone in my life. My relationships are far too important to me.

 Dr.K

(Song: The Only One; Artist: Joel Piper)